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DJ AM, Cause of Death

Posted by Tespid on September 29, 2009

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DJ AM’s Death Caused By Accidental Overdose

New York medical examiner’s office reveals lethal cocktail of prescription drugs, cocaine found in AM’s system.

By Gil Kaufman 

One month after DJ AM was found deadin his New York apartment, the city’s medical examiner has announced a cause of death in the case. After a battery of toxicology tests, the New York City medical examiner’s office has determined that AM’s accidental death was caused by acute intoxication brought on by a cocktail of prescription drugs and cocaine, a spokesperson from the office confirmed.

The toxicology report released on Tuesday says that the 36-year-old celebrity DJ (born Adam Goldstein) had cocaine; painkillers OxyContin and Vicodin; anti-anxiety meds Ativan, Klonopin, Xanax; antihistamine Benadryl and Levamisole (a drug used to cut cocaine) in his system when he was found dead on August 28.

AM was found shirtless and face down on his bed by police after a friend had called 911 when AM did not leave on time for a scheduled flight to a gig. According to reports, a crack pipe and prescription pill bottles were found scattered around the apartment.   AM was reportedly taking anti-anxiety medication as a result of his fear of flying following the fatal plane crash he escaped last year along with friend Travis Barker. While experts say it is acceptable for some addicts suffering from pain and other trauma to use prescription mediation — AM said he’d been sober for 11 yearsprior to his death — if used inappropriately or abused, prescription drugs can be just as dangerous as illegal narcotics, especially if used in combination with street drugs.

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All things must come to an end

Posted by Tespid on September 26, 2009

This site will be deleted in less than 48 hours.

Thanks for your regular readership and the impromptu visits. Grab the recipes and fly by night unedited writing if you will.

Should you care to keep in contact, the weebly site is now http://najones.weebly.com

 

Thanks,

The Underground Librarian

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Winners: The Underground Music Awards

Posted by Tespid on September 25, 2009

http://www.theundergroundmusicawards.com

Feeed and Photos of this years awards are located at the above site.

Check it out.

Most of the feed is video and photos at this site and two others.

So take a look for yourself and judge if you should have missed it or not.

~The UL

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Beyond the Breastbone

Posted by Tespid on September 25, 2009

What is mine and mine alone

Remains in this camp of breast and bone

What is mine and mine alone

shall continue in this essence alone

Between the din of the night and day,

Some semblance of inner peace will bide my way.

Is it an inner balance of soul

or settling this racing mind.

“so much I think

so much I must do

and so little time.”

—-From Spring Muses

In the heart of  it all is still the issue of finding what makes you happy. Though it may change over time, you hope not too radically. That would lead to a new paper and mind chase that’ll take more years to collect. The real adjustment is in calming down and finding contentment with what you are and who you already know. You don’t have to go out to find your life. It is always right where you are.

Changes in seasons always lead to new endeavors, if not just that the clothes you wear limit the movements that were so free in the summer time. Autumn and the slight chill on the wind remind me of carrying books into the university library and beginning a new search. That was the heart of my past. The heart of my present requires being still and knowing God is present. It requires being still and writing from the inside of the breast bone. I need not search for my heart in a two million volume building anymore. Nor to seek it in the unfamiliar faces of homeless and transients in conversations that do not connect. They have taught me the art of temporary oral history telling. Having honed their methods down to asking me if I would like to work for the CIA, before they lead into the occasions of their lives. Those occasions might lead you to believe they too seek beyond the breastbone far to often, to the point they lose themselves in truth far to easily than I have the strength to believe.

Copyright September 25, 2009

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Bird Brain, Spidey senses

Posted by Tespid on September 24, 2009

I have a strange affinity for drawing birds. My doodles in fact for the past five years or so, all involve birds. You know you are in deep when you start reading about the structure of an animal in order to do a beter five second sketch. It has gotten to the point where I got detailed about the positioning of feet. Remember birds are curious and flighty, pardon the pun, creatures. You get to close and away they go. Except of course for geese at the beach. You pull out bread and they swarm quicker than a hoard of bees.

Do you remember the James Bond movie that had Pierce Brosnan and Halley Berry in it? The following discussion has nothing to do with the characters, but more about a brief scene where Brosnan talks to another agent about birds. He asks him if he gets the point about birds or there is some nonesuch about Brosnan trying to figure out a particular significance of each bird. Here I go and take it further: Since movies can be based on real events, what if this bird thing was a clue to something larger. I realize you don’t catch my interest. I had spent a few years studying birds and gathering items on bird lore. I was collecting items on symbology and connections to religous issues. All of a sudden I get it in my little bird brain that somewhere in the intelligence community is a code worker who uses birds and a significance.

Now my thrill and field researchers dilemma and discovery. I was out being stupid several nights in a row in the heart of a city I used to live near. I found birds. Three humongeous owls were posted on the balcony of a car garage facing a bar and hat shop. One more- a building down the street no further than you could throw a ham sandwich: the Flat Iron Builing. The Flat Iron is quirky because it is shaped like a traingle. Buildings like that show up when the city planner has to work around a river or its tributaries. The FlatIron has ornamentation that is stricktly early nineteeth century copper and sculpted sandstone. Well, hanging off the sandstone lion faces were birds. And they were obvious, not to mention the penguins and woodpeckers a one a.m.  Taking my time leaving the bar, I stood a stared the owl down to check. It was, as I thought, a barn owl. When it didn’t move or make a mention of who i was, I knew they were stationary.

Ok, so, So what… you saw a bunch of bird mannequins.  So what? You forgot, what if the mannequins were a marker for something “going down” in the vicinity. Ok. hold on. get this. The bar. A famous dive replete with roaming hookers on a timer to circle the place. Although I wouldn’t know the difference between a good bar and a hold in the wall. All I want is a dance floor, a good partner and water for refreshment. The hat shop I checked out the next day. Four or five U.S. Presidents had been to that hat shop since it had been in existence. It had been given letters and awards. So who was coming to visit the oldest hat shop in NorthTexas? I didn’t know but looking back up to the left of the car garage was the old library building, five stone eagles were still intact of the facade.

Hmm.. I did notice over the following days that an owl or two came down.

What happened?

Leave it to your imagination and mine.

~The Underground Librarian

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Roaming the Catacombs

Posted by Tespid on September 22, 2009

Is there a consideration that whosoever controls the dead, controls the world?
Think in terms of identity theft and the ability to claim citizenship. It’s strange, one day I wondered if you bury a foreign citizen in an U.S. cemetery, does that claim them or give them domestic rights? Are there domestic rights in death? And has a village, town or country, now or in ancient history that was possessive over their graveyards held that rule. For instance  if they buried a outsider in the graveyard, would that give the outsider and his/her family rights and benefits in the society, culture or country that controlled the cemetery?

Sometimes in my sadness, and other times my need for peace and quiet, I venture into cemeteries to wander, wonder, envision the dead, and marvel at the sculptures hidden from the open world. Graves tell so much in their markers and writings. These signs and symbols can encapsulate why the town you live in, treats you the way they do. And why certain families are entrenched from North to South of city hall.

For instance, there is a cemetery called Oakwood Cemetary in a town south of the Mason-Dixon Line. Although a cross was not erected there, I swore I was sitting at the top of Calvary hill — as mentioned in The Holy Bible. As I looked south of Mrs. Guiterrez’ grave I saw a plot that made me wonder how could so much graveyard history could be played out in almost every cult and fringe group in the United States?

There is a whole section for a few generals and others affiliated with the Confederacy of the American Civil War. I had come across graves of those who fought in the American Revolution before, but this was astonishing for me. I had come across children’s graves near Satanists or International Order of Odd Fellows members (who did not get into their groups designated cemetary) but this moved me beyond understanding. I am not questioning their rights to be buried, but that all the comments that people say on television about subversives citing history or that “the Civil War ain’t over”, really hit home.

I saw the engraved letters SRT and more graves of the Sons of The Republic of Texas. The Republic of Texas has been known as a subversive group operating in the State of Texas. You may remember the manhunt for its leader through the New Mexico desert. That happened within the past ten years. [Sorry, but I do not have a specific date.] Tax evasion and other charges, if I remember correctly, were the issue. He resisted arrest and ran. I guess it was more serious than tax charges. Still, that is how Elliot Ness got Al Capone.

Daughters of the Confederacy is also present in the cemetery at the same spot. From the symbols on another grave, I think there is a direct connection to World War II and the Nazi party. On the stone is a Maltese type cross and several other symbols and acronyms including SRT,SC_ and SOR. If my notes are correct, there is a General Lee buried there. Wasn’t there a General Lee with the Union troops? And a General Jefferson is there as well. Jefferson Davis, I do not think, unless it was one of those things were you hide the bodies of the losing military commanders. Maybe I did find a treasure of the South. Maybe the real treasure of the Confederacy lays under that pecan, or maybe it is an oak tree. Aside: I found a small bookstore that has a small opening in the side of an old bookstore. Literature at the store has brochures for the Sons of the Confederacy. They are alive and well and functioning in that town.

Aside: Did you know that the Southern Cross flag is also known as St. Andrew’s Cross. It is a cross formation as a symbol of Christianity. Ever wonder how odd it is that the Red Cross, the Klu Klux Klan and the Knights Templar have roughly the same logo and bearing arms symbol?

Way at the bottom of the hill is a grave for someone named Schiller. I found a four or five-volume set in German at half-priced books, under that name, on the expensive old shelf. The name reminded me so much of Schindler, I often chuckle when remebering the sight of the grave.

Sometimes you hear things in cemeteries. Sometimes I feel so comfortable there that I want to lay down to sleep and wake up later. I sat a spell, after looking around and praying at graves that I thought no one had visited at all. Sitting by the road next to my car, I turned and notice a copper plaque. It was of an American serviceman named William E. Valentine. He fought in World War II. If I remember correctly, there was a birth date, but no death date. Or it may have been there was no dates at all. To clarify, it was a part of the cemetary that took no more dead into the ground. I had just looked up St. Valentine in a history of Saints a day or so before; love was fresh in my mind. While becoming aware of voices talking, I was gleeful that it became a marriage ceremony. Next thing I knew I heard Valentine say “I do” and so did I. Off the top of my head I offered wedding vows. The voices were Korean, rather Asian in tone. Spirit marriages and reverend Sun Young Moon kept coming to mind at the same time. All I felt was love and confidence that Valentine heard me check up on him. I had taken time to read from the Bible to that section of the graveyard. Funny in remembering that it may have been a Sunday and a holiday that day as well. I left in love and still am. Though I get frightened, then reassured when I remember a voice telling me I’d marry a “what”, not a “who”.

In my mind’s eye, I saw Valentine turn over head to foot in his grave and face down.
Later at home while watching television, I saw the trailer for that movie Valentine for the first time. Was that confirmation?

Facing up the hill to the left and across into the next section, there was a headstone that frightened me. It was because of its symbol. Before you jump to conclusions, let me explain. Years ago when I had to move and start over, I started a new series of drawings that would become paintings. One of the sketches had roughly the same symbol on the gravestone. The sketch I made up was original, nothing taken from inspiration from a book or another source. The working title of the sketch alludes to Satan and the function of a secret order: “the confusion of angels”. (I’ll post the complete title later.) The point of the confusion is to see where people and things allegiances lie and where. (It makes for a good chapter in a book.)

-Constantine

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There is this touch. It is quite unique. Then again maybe it isn’t a touch at all. Pressure on the skin that has more intent than a grazing across and passing away. It garners attraction to its source even when I look and discover there is no person there. There is no thing there. There is nothing left ‘cept my skin sensitive to wonder what the unseen has pulled me away from.

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At a hospital I was staying in, a dark haired man was desperate to get identification. He asked me over and over if I could help him. As I had lost all of mine once and spent the time get new editions, I knew I could help. My presumption was that in the least he had a birth certificate. After a long drawn out conversation and leading clues from our previous talks, he must have been a serviceman returned with no home to return to. What he had was a code that consisted of an “F” and numbers in some sequence. I hadn’t the slightest clue and neither did he. He said someone gave him the code and he didn’t know what to do. Months later I try it randomly on the net. It’s a number that links a genealogical record with a family crypt and history. He was looking for a family history and well, I’m sure he found one.

I can’t help but consider homeless men and women who have no identification. Some escaped form Katrina or Ike, some by accident or intention having left their identification elsewhere. At some point in their lives does forgetfulness take over and they no longer know their names. What happens to those who lose every bit of identification, can they reenter society with a job or residence? It’s perpetually the road and outdoors in that case.

I met a psychic whose mother gave up her identity and her children’s to live elsewhere. She died living her new identity with its new appearance: dyed hair, new clothes and new name. Without a clue to the old you, do you ever remember what it was? Or is it all about escaping the pain? In that case it is all about what id on the horizon and to keep traveling towards it.

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New and complete: Vincent van Gogh Exhibit

Posted by Tespid on September 20, 2009

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Kevorkian UK

Posted by Tespid on September 20, 2009

Assisted suicide investigations will focus on who stood to benefit

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Debbie Purdy with her husband Omar Puente. She wants to know that he will not be prosecuted

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People who stand to benefit financially from a person’s death are likely to be the ones prosecuted for assisting a suicide, under guidelines to be issued this week.

The law will remain unchanged but new rules will detail the factors that are likely to lead to a prosecution, the Director of Public Prosecutions (DPP) said yesterday. Keir Starmer, QC, drew them up after the law lords backed Debbie Purdy, a multiple sclerosis sufferer who called for a policy statement on whether people who helped someone to kill themselves should be prosecuted.

The policy, which will be issued on Wednesday, will aim to clarify when individuals are more likely to be prosecuted or more likely not to be, he said.

Mr Starmer told the Andrew Marr Show on BBC One that such factors will include whether the person has a clear and settled intention to commit suicide, whether they have been encouraged or just assisted to do so, and whether those helping them have anything to gain from their death.

He said: “The general approach we have taken is to steer a careful course between protecting the vulnerable from those that might gain from hastening their death, but also identifying those cases where nobody thinks it is in the public interest to prosecute.

“We have to look at each case on its merits, but the idea is to bring clarity. It’s about people being able to understand the basis on which we take decisions.” He said that assisted suicide was still illegal, however, and would remain so even after the guidance was issued.

Ms Purdy welcomed the clarification, saying: “That means that people like me can make a proper, informed choice. I will know in advance what choices I can make to make sure anyone who helps me is not prosecuted.”

She said that the guidelines would also help to ensure that people were not coerced or manipulated into suicide: “I think it’s really good that if anyone has a malicious intention they will be more likely to be prosecuted.”

As many as 115 people from Britain have gone to Dignitas, the Swiss clinic, to die, but no one has been prosecuted so far. Last month Mr Starmer said that the landmark guidelines would apply in the UK as well as overseas.

Under current legislation, those who “aid, abet, counsel or procure” someone else’s suicide can be prosecuted and jailed for up to 14 years. Ms Purdy, from Undercliffe in Bradford, West Yorkshire, wants to know what would happen to her Cuban husband, Omar Puente, if he helped her to travel abroad to end her life. She took her case to the Lords after the High Court and Court of Appeal held that it was for Parliament, not the courts, to change the law.

The Lords agreed that changes were a matter for Parliament, but upheld Ms Purdy’s argument that the DPP should put in writing the factors he regarded as relevant in deciding whether or not to prosecute. Ed Balls, the Schools Secretary, said he hoped that the DPP would “err on the side of being very, very cautious” to prevent elderly people being put under pressure to “do the right thing”.

“I do not envy him doing that job; that is such a difficult balancing act to pull off,” Mr Balls told the BBC One Politics Show.

Peter Saunders, the director of the Care Not Killing Alliance, said: “We would expect the guidelines to seek to clarify the facts and circumstances to which the DPP will have regard in deciding whether or not prosecution in cases of assisted suicide is appropriate. We would not expect … that they will offer immunity from prosecution for assistance with suicide in particular circumstances. Assisted suicide is against the law and it is Parliament’s responsibility to decide whether the law should be changed. Parliament has voted twice in the last three years against legalising assisted suicide.”

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Police Training in “Terrorist” Countries

Posted by Tespid on September 19, 2009

 

Police

training of Libyan counterparts ‘naive’

 

By Press Association Reporters

Saturday, 19 September 2009

 

The decision to send UK police officers to train their counterparts in Libya was “naive and insensitive”, the chairman of the Police Federation said today.

 

Paul McKeever said the scheme would spark anger over the killing of Pc Yvonne Fletcher.

 

She was shot 25 years ago outside the Libyan embassy but the Government has allegedly agreed her killer would not be tried in Britain.

 

He said: “Whilst it may be customary for countries to look to the UK police to provide expertise and training I find it incredible that the Foreign Office has been so naive and insensitive imposing this particular request on the National Policing Improvement Agency.

 

“This will further anger and disgust rank and file officers who believe Libya should and could be more proactive in securing the arrest of Pc Fletcher’s killer. This one way traffic, where we do all the giving and they just take, must stop.”

 

The National Policing Improvement Agency (NPIA) refused to name individual forces involved, but a spokesman confirmed the officers came from across the UK.

 

According to The Daily Telegraph, the Metropolitan Police was one of the forces involved.

 

The NPIA spokesman said there had been three training projects in Libya in the last 12 months involving UK officers.

 

These covered leadership, strategic planning and forensics. No serving officers are currently in the country.

 

As part of the scheme, Libyan officers have also visited Britain in the past year to view our forensic methods, he said.

 

Yesterday, victims of IRA violence expressed disbelief at the inclusion of an officer from Northern Ireland in the training scheme.

 

William Frazer of victims group Fair (Families Acting for Innocent Relatives) said: “Here we have the police out training the people who trained the IRA and supplied the weapons to murder their colleagues, it’s just unbelievable,” he said.

 

Mr Frazer, who lost several security force family members to IRA terrorism, is part of a group travelling to Libya in October to press for compensation for IRA victims.

 

He said: “You couldn’t write the script for this, and if you did it would be Monty Python. Here we have the police out training the people who trained the IRA and supplied the weapons to murder their colleagues, it’s just unbelievable.

 

“Without Libya, the IRA could not have done what they did in Northern Ireland, there is no doubt about that.”

 

North Belfast MP Nigel Dodds, who is backing the compensation campaign, said what had happened was “totally inappropriate and offensive given the very recent history of what the Libyans have done in terms of the annals of terrorism in Northern Ireland”.

 

It was disclosed the Northern Ireland Policing Board gave the green light to the Libyan trip by a superintendent at the beginning of this year.

 

Ian Paisley Jnr, then chairman of the board’s human resources committee, backed the move.

 

Yesterday he defended his decision. “Looking solely at a black and white picture of the situation in Libya and its relationship to Northern Ireland then the obvious course of action would have been to oppose any personnel deployment to that country,” he said.

 

“However, I was made aware of much wider and more detailed issues which, if others were aware of them, I believe would lead them to reach a very different conclusion.

 

“To be perfectly frank you don’t have to be a genius to work out why it would be useful to have a senior officer who has got intelligence skills to look at Libya and bring that information back to us.”

 

The Police Service of Northern Ireland said their officer was on secondment to the National Policing Improvement Agency when the Foreign Office made a request for a “specifically skilled officer”.

 

It said it was satisfied all appropriate processes were followed and approval received.

 

A Scotland Yard spokesman declined to comment and referred questions to the NPIA.

 

Liberal Democrat foreign affairs spokesman Ed Davey said: “This is a slap in the face for the family of Pc Yvonne Fletcher, not least because the murder inquiry is still open.

 

“While Libya remains such an authoritarian regime this must be a rapprochement too far.”

 

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Missing Manga creator

Posted by Tespid on September 19, 2009

Creator of popular manga missing

THE ASAHI SHIMBUN

 

2009/9/17

KASUKABE, Saitama Prefecture–Yoshito Usui, the cartoonist behind the internationally popular “Crayon Shinchan” series, has gone missing, apparently after setting out on a solo hiking expedition, police said Wednesday.

Police in Gunma and Nagano prefectures are searching for Usui, 51, after his wife sounded the alarm on Saturday.

Usui left his home here Friday morning, saying he planned to go hiking in the mountains in Gunma Prefecture, but failed to return that evening as he had promised, according to police.

There has been no response to calls made to his cellphone, which was still connected as of Wednesday morning.

A keen hiker, Usui regularly went on mountain walks by himself.

His “Crayon Shinchan” manga became a big hit after its 1990 debut. It is about a boy called Shinchan and his family set in a city called Kasukabe. An anime adaptation soon followed.(IHT/Asahi: September 17,2009)

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